***
Ek bandha thaa,
Ek bandhi thi,
Ye he unki love story,
And for us, it is the most
beautiful piece of history.
***
We met 285 days ago. Our first
impression were the polar opposite of what it’s now. After all, “Meh” and
“Nerd” aren’t the more pleasing of first thoughts about your life partner. Over
six months, our perceptions changed as we slowly fell in love, as fast as we
could. And now, in another 30 odd hours, we are going to exchange two pieces of
precious metal to officially indicate that we are each other’s for as long as
possible. However, it has been months since we decided to be each other’s for
forever and more.
The journey of us reaching this
point will have to wait though. Today, there is a more pressing story to
pursue. I’ve an important question that I have to ask her. I’ve already asked
her this question before, and I know the answer to it. And, if you have read
the heading for this post, you’ll know what the question is. If the question
and the answer are already known, the real question is then with regards to the
purpose of asking it again.
The original purpose was that I had
made a promise to her that I would write about her the day before our
engagement. But as the days caught up with me, I found myself at a loss of
words. But slowly, there came into view another purpose for this prose. The
purpose of this prose now is to remind her why I asked her that question the
first time.
Shall we begin then my dear??
***
1. Total disclosure.
If there was a foundation to
build our life on, it couldn’t have gotten better than this. Our deal to enforce
total disclosure was not the best of ideas back then. It had its rough moments.
To compensate for that, it also had its not so rough moments. But what it gave
us was the freedom of speech – the freedom to tell what we love/hate about each
other. And it’s what paved the way for us to find out that we love as much as
possible about the other, and we hate as less as possible about the other.
2. Can’t say no to each other.
The idea of not being able to
say NO to the other works marvels when you are with the right person. If not
for the right person, it may leave you feeling vulnerable and exploited. But the
idea of saying yes to everything you say, keeping full faith and trust in you,
is not something I dread, but actually something I enjoy. And I love the fact
that you trust me as much, to say yes all the time.
3. You support me supporting Arsenal.
I always feared about how my
future other half would feel about my unhealthy obsession with the football
club, Arsenal FC. Just the past fortnight tells the whole story. Two Saturdays ago,
you saw me go into grumpy mood after the Man United game that we lost 2-1. Over
the past two days, you see me merry as we won three games on the trot. I’m
highly susceptible to the fortunes of a team playing 8500km away. To understand
and handle this fluctuation, on top of the myriad other factors which affect
ones mood, is difficult.
And so, I am as happy as I can
be, in knowing that you support me supporting Arsenal.
4. Similarities
Just the past week, you
knocked your left knee against something, making it swell up. To mirror that,
my body decided to skip more than a couple of steps on the stairs. Now, I’ve a
swelling on my left ankle. I know you hate me saying this but, "See, we
are sooooooooo similar."
Jokes and painful knocks
aside, I think we are way too similar than you would like to admit. For starters, we both
had to give up an activity that we love because of an ankle ligament injury we
had while performing it. You lost your left ankle to dancing, I lost my right ankle
to football.
We both decided to try to make
it in core engineering and hence, passed up opportunities in other sectors
which would have suited us better. We ended up regretting our decisions and
chose a different course.
What I mean to say by all this
is that we could understand each other’s viewpoints, and more importantly
pains, because of these similarities. And that brought us closer.
5. Accepting me
I always feel like I have different personalities to match different situations. One to fit in with my
friends, one to fit in with family, one for work, one for strangers, one for
acquaintances. When I felt someone/some group needed me to be something else, I
make a new personality to match that. For you though, I didn't have to make a new personality. I tried on a lot of different personalities before deciding that being myself was the best option with you. Because you accept me for what I’m.
***
And for these reasons, and
lots more, I love you. But most of the time, I love
you for no particular reason at all.
I still haven’t decided
whether I should go formal and ask
"Ms.Sreerenjini Menon, will you be interested in accepting a proposal of
marriage from me?? "
Or, whether I should try the
other way.
"Ammu, will you be mine forever?? "
I am going to put them both away
and just ask
"Will you marry me??"
I know we both can’t wait to
start our lives together.
***
I think I have just justified my
nerd credentials with this writeup. I don’t care. I am lucky enough to find
someone who loves me as much I love her. I have refrained from terming us as soulmates
during the discourse, but I would be hugely surprised if this isn’t as close as
it gets to being soulmates.
And so, let me take your leave.
There’s a lady waiting for me, with a ring. I never intend to disappoint her.
Hopefully, we will have a few snapshots of the function when we meet next week. Until then,
bye.
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